Undeniable

June 5, 2007 at 12:20 am (Craps, GY 白 TULAN)

People say that the music you listen to can change your mood.

To a certain extent, I can’t deny that it’s true. Which is exactly why I also know that my current mood is not music induced.

It’s no secret. I haven’t been the happiest man of recent times. I try to occupy my time with work, and more work. The reason isn’t because I want to be anti-social or anything of the kind. Come on guys, you know me better than that rite?

I currently have The Kill permanently pinned on my playlist. I’ve listened to it over 500 times since I downloaded the song, and I guess the song pretty much stuck to me. Looking at the lyrics, I guess I’m going through this stage now. I want to find the real me and shed this image of myself that I’m projecting. I just want to be myself, and the process isn’t going to be easy. Changes will have to be made, and things will have to change. I just hope that you guys, my best buddies, will stick by me and help me through these testing times.

30 Seconds to Mars – The Kill

What if I wanted to break

Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn’t take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I’m not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break…?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I’m not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

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2 Comments

  1. erizabesu said,

    *hugs*

  2. Alvise Nicoletti said,

    I just want to say you that I’m reading your blog…
    … just cause sometimes I ask myself who reads mine, beyond friends of course.

    As person, even if I don’t know anything of you, I feel so close and a lot alike you.

    I wish you that things will improve in the future,
    however,
    you’re already doing what people like us needs to stay better.

    You’re beliving in yourself, more and more, every day.
    And one day, you will strong enough to take your revenge against life.

    An heartfelt embrace,
    Nokao

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